Devil in my head

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This topic contains 2 replies, has 2 voices, and was last updated by  Cora-Mari Strydom 2 years ago.

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  • #8715

    Kelsey Gray
    Participant

    “Devil in my head”
    Fear of the dance
    Clawing desperately in the dark
    Body covered in a thick sheen of sweat
    Pain, Excruciating Pain
    A nightmare perhaps, please let it only be a
    Nightmare
    Leaping to my feet, I realize it’s not.
    Clenching my teeth
    Hearing them crack under the pressure
    Feeling the burning again, the fire
    Here we go again, no
    NO, NOT AGAIN!!
    Slipping silently past my sleeping family,
    God watch over them while I dance with the
    Devil
    Tonight
    Again
    Just like every other night
    Let them sleep and never see the pain
    Never
    Almost running in circles
    Head tilted over my shoulders
    Hands numb from pressing
    Harder on my skull
    no relief no relief no relief
    WHY?
    Silently Screaming with the pain
    Falling to the floor and
    begging God to take me
    release me
    forgive me for whatever wrong I did
    to deserve this torture
    Pure Torture
    This evil that won’t leave me alone
    An eternity of dancing
    The beast stepping on my toes,
    while he drives his dark fingers
    into my eye
    my skull
    my temple
    pushing my teeth out of my jaw
    and burning them before they can hit the floor
    Please no more,
    Let me die.
    Like a switch,
    I feel what I was longing for,
    another tear streams down my cheek
    only this one is relief.
    Falling to the floor
    Exhausted
    Daring to never sleep again
    For fear of dancing again tonight
    alone
    very alone
    It’s coming and it can’t be stopped.
    I am enslaved and awaiting your torture
    one more time, one more time

  • #8717

    Cora-Mari Strydom
    Participant

    So true….

  • #8718

    Cora-Mari Strydom
    Participant

    I just pace the floor
    and beg for no more

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